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Name: SASHA
State: New Jersey
Birthday: 5/10/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: LETS SEE, DONT HAVE MANY "HOBBIES" BUT THERE ARE FEW THINGS I LIKE TO DO :SOCCER,READ,DANCE, SING THOUGH I REALLY CANT ,GO OUT CHILL, MEET NEW PEOPLE BEING THE SOCIAL BUTTERFLY THAT I AM LOL,BASICALLY JUST BEING SASHA
Expertise: SOCCER, dancing, bein an asshole, making people feel good, just bein S-A-S-H-A
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  SenSashaNal
Yahoo:  smc8734
Member Since:
1/28/2004
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| hey i thought id update this thing. and some things have changed.. i mean change is good and i love change especially when it s for the better. the way i see it its 2006 and time to make some changes. i watch the people that i surround myself with. all the of the negativity has to go. im freeing myself of all the people that hold me back. theres no use for them. if theyre not helping me then theres no reason to be around me. mayeb that was mean but im gonna be blunt and up front with everything. no need to suppress how i feel any longer.u dont liek wat i say then ooo well. sorry its just that easy. as for relationships, im still a lil confused about that but i know one thing.. no more ppl running all over me. its gonna stop. u cant appreciate me someone wlse will nah mean?. ive come to alot of realizations about relationships. everything is very complicated. why couldnt i be back in time when "dating" was so simple. do u like me or not? yes ok then lets go from ther....but now its so much other bs.. and so many other emotions that we culdnt possibly handle if we were younger and hey i still cant handle them. oooooo yeaaa sasha must get a job!! lolyeaa im workin on that ... well classes are fine. i think i shall bring my gpa up this semester, even though i did my thing. but i can do better .. like with soo many other things.................. | | |
| heyy i thought id update since im sitting here doin absolutely nothin...umm thanksgiving break was amazing. i got to spend time with family, friends and the boo=) though not officially my boo anymore lol but its all good. i was drunk at like 2 in the afernoon one of those days .. soo fucked up. and im back at school. i kinda missed it in a way. the people, my best friend, my mother beth lol. and ive decided that im givng upp al the drama in my life. i dont need it cuz i already have enough. well this weekend was fun friday i went over to deannas house for a lil party.. umm peaches came out for those of u who know about vicky's drunken personality. ahhh drunken fone calls, the i love u's.. lol someone loves me!!! surprisingly although i never thought it would be that person. saturday night went to a girls basketball game .. it was pretty cool altough we lost 58-55 really close game, but were still better lol.. then i was sleep at like 11 last night lol ...christmas is coming up .. not really excited because i have no money so dont expect too much from me lol.. well im goin to eat now ...bye loves | | |
| well school has been fine. im passing everything i guesss.. failed a calc quiz but thas ok.as for next year were thinking abotu getting an apartment. yes me , vicky and bethlol.. this should be interesting . im actuall y kind of excited about. its gonan be a really big move for me. so theyre building apartments around school, locatd conviently close to campus so alot of traveling is not required. so its 510 a month with utilities included. plasma screen tv in every bedroom and internet and phone access. this is really a good deal in comparison to the university housing which is 700 a month noninclusive of utilities. but i NEED ajob right now. maybe if i start now and the a summer job and save money i just migth be able to pay rent lol.. all in all money is definatey an issue. college is expensive.. now i know first hand lol........ did i mention that i love my friends, theyre all different but we "share a common inerest" .. we had some bond time at the thanksgiving dinner yesterday . did i mention that i love them!!!!!lol so its 2:19 am and im stil up with vicky doin hw and studying .. i need sleep !!
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| im sick ehh... i tried to sleep but ppl just felt the need to bother me. as always....i want my damn phone!!!!!!! of course i have other means of communication like insant messaging but it doesnt compare. on the bright side no pointless phone calls interrupting my sleep. if u know me u know how much i despise getting woke up..i wanna go home =(
My world it moves so fast today
The past it seems so far away
And I squeeze it so tight, I can't breathe
And every time I try to be
What someone has thought of me
So caught up, I wasn't able to achieve
But deep in my heart the answer it was in me
And I made up my mind to find my own destiny
I look at my environment
And wonder where the fire went
What happened to everything we used to be
I hear so many cry for help
Searching outside of themselves
Now I know His strength is within me
And deep in my heart the answer it was in me
And I made up my mind to find my own destiny
And deep in my heart the answer it was in me
And I made up my mind to find my own destiny | | |
| slowly coming to some kind of mental stability ........i should just be me right? ...lol might not like it and it scares me ....i want to be on the same level so the next time the experience will be explosive ....wtf!! | | |
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